Thank you so much for your kind and thoughtful comments on my last post. One of the greatest things about the Internet is the ability we all have to stay connected and support one another through our trials. When Roscoe arrived I felt that I needed more privacy in my world. It felt natural to keep more of my life private and only share certain things with family and close friends. Because of that I'm afraid my last post may have been misunderstood by some. While I do find this transformation to becoming a good Mommy very difficult, I need to tell you all that I am happy and well. My life is filled with joyful moments and I am not depressed. I am stressed out and tired but I am also in love with my life. I love my little family so so much and I feel very grateful for all that we have. I wish we I could send a Fairy Godmother over to your home and ask her to make your wishes come true. Wouldn't that be wonderful. Instead, I am here to be your friend, to send happy wishes your way, and to look for the happy moments each new day shares with us.
I hope that we can all be brave enough to admit that things can be hard and that some days take a lot of work and wear us out.
How lucky we are to have wonderful friends to cheer us on.
hugs, Fritzi Marie
p.s. Did you see the new episode of Once Upon A Time? I am so hooked on that show.
I've been busy trying to figure out how to balance my life and be a good Mommy.
It is hard and most days I feel like I've messed up in a dozen different ways.
While Roscoe brings so much joy to my world, I still feel like I am mourning my old life.
I know we all know this but being a full time Mom means making a lot of sacrifices.
When I am sleep deprived, these sacrifices, seem overwhelming to me and I get sad.
I have been trying to find myself.
For that I offer no apologies.
I am not the same lady I was before having Roscoe and I think that is okay.
We are all on a journey and there is a time and a season for everything.
I hope you all know that I care about you.
Here's to the adventure.
We've been posting tid bits from our life on instagram.
Look us up at fritzimarie1111