I am wishing that I still felt like the woman in these photo's (which were taken 9 months ago).
Instead, I am feeling like there is no way anyone is getting near me with a camera.
I am so worried that I will never look or feel like myself again.
I am having a hard time with just about everything.
One thing that I am having a hard time with is listening to myself complain.
I am also so so so embarrassed about my hormonal outbursts and dramatic fits.
So, I have been doing you all a great favor by staying away from my blog for a bit.
I have however been loving this song by The Lennings.
Tomorrow, I hope to be ready to share happier updates.
I must add that I want to publicly apologize to my Daniel for everything I have said lately.
I am sorry and I love you.